Just angry!

I have been feeling angry since last night!!! I thought Singapore is one of the best healthcare in Singapore but so far I don't see how it assist my parents!!!! Everytime I bring them to NUH (supposedly is the "NATIONAL" hospital", more like is NO-USE-HOSPITAL), I just feel angry with the service, with the facilities etc!!! Last night, my dad had this throbbing pain on the eye due to this large unknown cysts. Well, the most obvious choice seem to be NUH since all his surgery were done there. As usual, the waiting time was 3hrs as stated outside the stupid white board. We waited although my dad and myself were getting impatient, he was in deep pain and feeling giddy. I was despearate, and i ask the unfriendly nurses and they seem to just tell me "sorry just have to wait". Maybe it is not life threatening but aren't they supposed to ease the pain as least for my dad i wonder? Then we finally get to see the general doctor... but she was obviously useless!!!! She can't tell what's really the problem and told my dad that she will give him some pain killer! I was like, if i could just give pandol to him, i would have already given!!!! Do I need a professional doctor to tell me that he need pandol to ease the pain!!! And then I further questioned her about the pain, and you know what the stupid doctor replied me? "Didn't I say that I will give him the pain killer!" I mean is that what a patient and loving doctor should be??!?!?! The only good thing is that she at least have the common sense to send the eye doctor to see my dad. Well, the eye doctor was abit better but still the only thing she could do after 3 long hrs of waiting was to give my dad antibiotics!

Why is there such a long wait, you mean the NATIONAL hospital is not able to employ more professional to deal with all the emergency??? and i wonder maybe they should take a personality test. If they cannot be patient and show some tender loving care to the sick ones, then I wonder can I trust my dad with them!

This is not the 1st incident, my dad had a surgery last week and they traumatised the nerves and now my dad's mouth is abit crooked. I asked why? and there were no answers from the surgeon. I further questioned why last surgery done 6 years ago did not show such implications, and guess what the disappointing answer is? The doctor maybe last surgeon did a better job!!! is this a professional answer?

Anyway, I am just very disappointed and angry. Maybe I should send this to forum!!!

I turn to all gods to bless my dad! They probably can answer my prayers better than the useless doctors!

Life and fate

I have been telling people that whatever happened is fated... nothing i can change and nothing i can do...is beyond manpower. As I read about the 5 dragon boaters who drown, that strengthen my belief. Till to date, whenever failure come my way, or when i met with some unhappiness, i also have someone to "blame" or something to console myself... that is F-A-T-E. Some people might think i am just trying to find an excuse, some people think i am finding the easy way out...whatever it is, isn't life simpler this way with fate to blame.

As I read the report of the incident, I wonder how can 5 promising young men just gone like that? And I look at the river they were paddling, it seem so harmless to me. And then they were gone. And typical singapore, here we go again, trying to find someone to blame, or trying to find a scapegoat to answer for it. But is there a point? I beg to defer. Whether they wear a life jacket or whether they were warned, it was already all fated. God has other plans for them.

I might sound extreme but well, that's my belief.

Bless those souls who have gone...

Farewell my angel...

I know you have gone to heaven and in good care with all the baby angels and mummy angels. I know they will take care of you much better than I can... But just wanted to let you know you will always have a special place in my heart and do bless me and your family till we meet again...

Love
mummy

Marriage life

Sorry to take me so long to write again..been really busy lately although dunno busy with what...keke

wanted to tell everybody..finally i am married. yes... finally. hmmm...no difference leh, maybe we still living off our parents..hahaha. But i guess now i feel more "settled" down, more stable, a sense of belonging i guess. But other than that, i dun really feel any difference except for that someone is pulling away my blanket every night!!!!

I believe the road is still very long and there is so much for me and him to learn and GIVE IN to each other. So let's the journey begin....

Sign off...Mrs lee waiting for Mr lee to come back have dinner....

Love is...

Was listening to the radio last night... and the DJ was asking people definition of Love...
My definition.... would be when that someone who will stop the car infront of the entrance of ERP in order to save that $1 but yet willing to spend a $10,000 to buy a rock for me.... THAT'S LOVE I THINK!!!!! so what's your definition...

Korean Wave!

My dear korean colleague Moon invited a few of us to a sumptuous Korean dinner, all cooked by her!!!!! I am impressed!!! woman my age, most of us can't cook(and I am not ashamed to say that I am one of those woman..keke) , yet she cooks so well and so tasty!!!!! yummy!!!! That's a woman!!!! salute to you moon!!!!

"OLD" Friends

What a week!!! for the whole of this week, i have met up with friends whom i haven't seen for ages!!!! And it feel so good to in touch and catch up again... I wonder why it took me so long.

Sat - Met up with Kelin, christine and Candice - colleagues from EY (haven't met up 2 years)
Tues - Met up with Moses and Simon - friends of my EX
Wed - Met up with cousin, caron for shopping (which happened only once since we "knew" each other....24 years ago)
Thurs - Met up with Bee hong - colleague from PWC (haven't met for 2 and 1/2 years)
Thurs - Nancy called (one of my close friend...who never calls me, think i going to strike lottery)
Sun - meeting up with Pheng and shuling (from poly days, also haven't met up for 2 years plus)

As I reflect on, I really wonder what I have been doing for the past 2 years!!!! I used to be so on about keeping in touch and making sure I met up with friends on very regular basis. I make an effort and remember everyone birthday. I always keep track of time and never let a friend go out of my sight for more than 3 months. I make time for everyone. Strangely, before I notice... I stop doing all these.... I start to ponder why?.....have I been really that busy?...or have age really catch up with me....or I am just plain lazy...

Anyhow, it feels good to connect with my friends again... and i promise myself or to my friends, it will not take another 2 years before we met up again.